Today marks our 1 month anniversary together, I know just now I took things too serious till it hurts me thou. But I'm always happy w u.. Not saying this cze u're my current boyf but u really tried t uds me and even whenever I have my little princess attitude u would not throw ur temper neither do u give in, but talk nicely and tell me what's wrong w me. Th past let it go, I don't wish t think about it anymore.. He or she.. I still have t learn t grow up and live w it.
I don't know what is happening w me. Pms? mood swing? I really don't know.. My tears are falling while writting this post.
To Cassandra; My dear u're welcome for everything.. I can't take him as a friend.. I'm not that strong t overcome everything that has been for th past 1 yr.. Its not that I can't treat him as one. I wanted t.. but I wasn't that strong t overcome everything at one short. Especially th truth aft we ended.. I'm happy w who I am w now.. I really don't wish t get hurt anymore. I felt that I'm no longer that strong t overcome everything so smoothly..
Guys can say two words and end th whole relationship "NO FEELINGS" everything just collaspe and ended, th book that can't continue writting. But we don't have much of a choice cze we're always on th losing end. It hurts more than anything else when a person has alr fall deeply into u & yet u just push her off th buliding just like that. I'm not picky on u or anything.. cze I know that I doesn't have th rights, but I really uds th pain that she's going thru now. I wish I was her, going thru all this for her.. But I found out that I'm no longer that strong and have th strenght t fight back so much. I just wish t have a simple r/s or even a simple life style. I know people going t say that in this world there's no simple this word in th dictionary. But in my life, yes there is such word, but is whether your partner or urself can bring it t life.
Everything takes 2 hands t clap, if one hand decided t stop.. that's th end of everything. I just hope this is really what both of ur wants. I know my current path is hard t walk.. but I'm willing t show that I'm going t walk over it, and see th light again.
Today marks our 1 month anniversary together, I know just now I took things too serious till it hurts me thou. But I'm always happy w u.. Not saying this cze u're my current boyf but u really tried t uds me and even whenever I have my little princess attitude u would not throw ur temper neither do u give in, but talk nicely and tell me what's wrong w me. Th past let it go, I don't wish t think about it anymore.. He or she.. I still have t learn t grow up and live w it.
I don't know what is happening w me. Pms? mood swing? I really don't know.. My tears are falling while writting this post.
To Cassandra; My dear u're welcome for everything.. I can't take him as a friend.. I'm not that strong t overcome everything that has been for th past 1 yr.. Its not that I can't treat him as one. I wanted t.. but I wasn't that strong t overcome everything at one short. Especially th truth aft we ended.. I'm happy w who I am w now.. I really don't wish t get hurt anymore. I felt that I'm no longer that strong t overcome everything so smoothly..
Guys can say two words and end th whole relationship "NO FEELINGS" everything just collaspe and ended, th book that can't continue writting. But we don't have much of a choice cze we're always on th losing end. It hurts more than anything else when a person has alr fall deeply into u & yet u just push her off th buliding just like that. I'm not picky on u or anything.. cze I know that I doesn't have th rights, but I really uds th pain that she's going thru now. I wish I was her, going thru all this for her.. But I found out that I'm no longer that strong and have th strenght t fight back so much. I just wish t have a simple r/s or even a simple life style. I know people going t say that in this world there's no simple this word in th dictionary. But in my life, yes there is such word, but is whether your partner or urself can bring it t life.
Everything takes 2 hands t clap, if one hand decided t stop.. that's th end of everything. I just hope this is really what both of ur wants. I know my current path is hard t walk.. but I'm willing t show that I'm going t walk over it, and see th light again.
Our 1 month..
