I've been living w a shadow overhead I've been sleeping w a cloud above my head I've been lonely for so long Trapped in th past I can't seems t move on.
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away Just incase if I needed them again some day I've been setting aside time T clear a little space in th conrners of my mind
All I want t do is find a way back into love I can't make it thru without a way back into love Oh oh oh
I've been watching but th stars refuse t shine I've been searching but I just don't see th signs I know that it's out there There's got t be something for my soul somewhere.
I've been looking for someone t shed some light Not somebody just t get me thru th light
I could use some direction And I'm open t your suggestions
All I want t do is find a way back into love I can't make it thru without a way back into love And if I open my heart again I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in th end. oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
There are moments when I don't know if it's real Or if anybody feels th way I feel I need inspiration Not just another negotiation
All I want t do is find a way back into love I can't make it thru without a way back into love And if I open my heart t you I'm hoping you'll show me what t do And if you help me t start again You know that I'll be there for you in th end. oh, oh, oh, oh.
I'm damn upset, damn unhappy, damn stress. I don't know what went wrong I just felt th whole world is against me. I just felt that I need a break I just felt its time t let things go w th flow, but its so hard too. How I wish I just drop dead and die, I'm tired of handling things like that. I'm real tired. I wonder how t control my feelings sometimes while working tears would just flow down from my eyes drip on my hand. I just wish that feeling will be gone soon. Even on my off I wish I can just fly t other country and forever don't return.
I know I'm not th worst one yet there's lots more people might be going thru th same situation or even worse. I'v got no rights t complain, even if I do who cares? Who asked? Some might even think its normal or me taking things too serious. I need a long break v v long break.
EDITED
Mahjong session just now. Fun cze I didn't lose but neither did I win alot I only won 10 cent. Haha, not bad alr k? Long time since I've got in touch w Mahjong. Well tmr has t go back t work after my whole day of off. Run under th rain and I felt that th stress I have has gone down th drain.. Felt so much better after that run under th rain w BB, Rei & Cass. Just cze we went for lunch and get some stuff. I had a great day today I had fun today..
I've been living w a shadow overhead I've been sleeping w a cloud above my head I've been lonely for so long Trapped in th past I can't seems t move on.
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away Just incase if I needed them again some day I've been setting aside time T clear a little space in th conrners of my mind
All I want t do is find a way back into love I can't make it thru without a way back into love Oh oh oh
I've been watching but th stars refuse t shine I've been searching but I just don't see th signs I know that it's out there There's got t be something for my soul somewhere.
I've been looking for someone t shed some light Not somebody just t get me thru th light
I could use some direction And I'm open t your suggestions
All I want t do is find a way back into love I can't make it thru without a way back into love And if I open my heart again I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in th end. oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
There are moments when I don't know if it's real Or if anybody feels th way I feel I need inspiration Not just another negotiation
All I want t do is find a way back into love I can't make it thru without a way back into love And if I open my heart t you I'm hoping you'll show me what t do And if you help me t start again You know that I'll be there for you in th end. oh, oh, oh, oh.
I'm damn upset, damn unhappy, damn stress. I don't know what went wrong I just felt th whole world is against me. I just felt that I need a break I just felt its time t let things go w th flow, but its so hard too. How I wish I just drop dead and die, I'm tired of handling things like that. I'm real tired. I wonder how t control my feelings sometimes while working tears would just flow down from my eyes drip on my hand. I just wish that feeling will be gone soon. Even on my off I wish I can just fly t other country and forever don't return.
I know I'm not th worst one yet there's lots more people might be going thru th same situation or even worse. I'v got no rights t complain, even if I do who cares? Who asked? Some might even think its normal or me taking things too serious. I need a long break v v long break.
EDITED
Mahjong session just now. Fun cze I didn't lose but neither did I win alot I only won 10 cent. Haha, not bad alr k? Long time since I've got in touch w Mahjong. Well tmr has t go back t work after my whole day of off. Run under th rain and I felt that th stress I have has gone down th drain.. Felt so much better after that run under th rain w BB, Rei & Cass. Just cze we went for lunch and get some stuff. I had a great day today I had fun today..
Way back into love.
