How I wish I'm th one but sad t say I'm not. I feel v sad thou but what can I request for more? Th more I hope for th harder I fall. Kor suddenly msg me and ask about me he told me he misses me.. Haha, I miss him thou but its hard for us t meet now a days but he's at lucky working.. so tomorrow might go down and look for him. I'm going down t Isetan scotts tmr also cze I've got t buy frag from diesel for Michelle. I'm sian, I'm tired I want t let th stress down my hair.. But nobody uds how it feels. Neither do they stop nagging at me. Sometimes how I wish I can cry my heart out and feel better th next day but it turn out t be worse cze sometime it leads t quarreling w BB.
Sometimes I see people w a genius smile on their face, I felt that they're lucky.. but it might different from me.. Sometimes a smile is just fake. I don't know what's happening in my life but I know things are changing, I'm turning sad again. I'm turning back t th past that I dislike. I want th cheerful me back. Why isit this is happening t me!? ALL OVER AGAIN!
It makes me thinks of th past, no matter how happy I'm now.. I think of broken family, broken dreams isit this hurting me thru th heart isit this bullet shot thru my heart.. I'm starting t question myself. I don't know how or who t turn t anymore. I feel like giving up, but I can't.. There's too much things waiting for me t do. Save me! It seems like I'm falling from high above again. I can't pretend anymore then me what t do. I don't want people t pity me, I don't want t feel this way. But I've got t... Tears just fall from that eyes again..
How I wish I'm th one but sad t say I'm not. I feel v sad thou but what can I request for more? Th more I hope for th harder I fall. Kor suddenly msg me and ask about me he told me he misses me.. Haha, I miss him thou but its hard for us t meet now a days but he's at lucky working.. so tomorrow might go down and look for him. I'm going down t Isetan scotts tmr also cze I've got t buy frag from diesel for Michelle. I'm sian, I'm tired I want t let th stress down my hair.. But nobody uds how it feels. Neither do they stop nagging at me. Sometimes how I wish I can cry my heart out and feel better th next day but it turn out t be worse cze sometime it leads t quarreling w BB.
Sometimes I see people w a genius smile on their face, I felt that they're lucky.. but it might different from me.. Sometimes a smile is just fake. I don't know what's happening in my life but I know things are changing, I'm turning sad again. I'm turning back t th past that I dislike. I want th cheerful me back. Why isit this is happening t me!? ALL OVER AGAIN!
It makes me thinks of th past, no matter how happy I'm now.. I think of broken family, broken dreams isit this hurting me thru th heart isit this bullet shot thru my heart.. I'm starting t question myself. I don't know how or who t turn t anymore. I feel like giving up, but I can't.. There's too much things waiting for me t do. Save me! It seems like I'm falling from high above again. I can't pretend anymore then me what t do. I don't want people t pity me, I don't want t feel this way. But I've got t... Tears just fall from that eyes again..
