I just wish someone can understand how am I feeling, I just want a simple life. I just want t have a smile every morning t have my nice day before starting work, but things aint going my way, can people actually give me a break? Can people just tell me how important I am now? I don't understand why people has th amount of respect but I don't. Just because I'm th youngest just because I'm th most useless one that stop my studies at sec 2? Just because they think that I'm th one who teaches bad their daughter. I don't owe anyone a living so do people, they don't owe me a living too, but why can't they just treat me equally th same? So hard? Just because I'm a gal without a fucking father so I'm different from others?
Everybody is poking each other back, his poking her back, she's poking my back, she's poking her back. When isit gonna really stop? I'm not a machine I'm just a normal human being, w feelings. I just want everything t stop at one moment. I've been trying t forget everything but it seems so hard people around are just commenting and commenting. My grand uncle hates me for teaching her daughter t stay out don't return calls, skips school, smokes and stuff. But he just don't understand that is actually his own fault for not teaching his kids correctly. Yes, previously I'm bad, bad t th extend that I hate my whole family who cause me t this state. But is actually I choose th path, this road that I know its gonna be hard for me. So don't blame on others when you're actually in th wrong cze I don't owe anyone a living.
I'm trying so hard t be good but people only will remember your bad impression. So what's going on now I'm not bothering, I just want t be me & be happy. As for my grand uncle, he doesn't respect me, there's nothing more I could do, but treat him equally as how he treats me, I don't bother calling him cze what's th whole idea? Just treat it as I'm lucky I don't treasure such relative. Thou I know family is important, but not this kind who tells people that I'm teaching his daughter bad things. Yes I agree that staying out late in th night SOMETIMES is I called, but th rest I'm not involved. SO JUST STOP BLAMING EVERYTHING ON ME. Forget it, explain things t your is useless, cze your will never know it your fault for not caring about them, but still cane-ing them at th age of 15.
I just wish someone can understand how am I feeling, I just want a simple life. I just want t have a smile every morning t have my nice day before starting work, but things aint going my way, can people actually give me a break? Can people just tell me how important I am now? I don't understand why people has th amount of respect but I don't. Just because I'm th youngest just because I'm th most useless one that stop my studies at sec 2? Just because they think that I'm th one who teaches bad their daughter. I don't owe anyone a living so do people, they don't owe me a living too, but why can't they just treat me equally th same? So hard? Just because I'm a gal without a fucking father so I'm different from others?
Everybody is poking each other back, his poking her back, she's poking my back, she's poking her back. When isit gonna really stop? I'm not a machine I'm just a normal human being, w feelings. I just want everything t stop at one moment. I've been trying t forget everything but it seems so hard people around are just commenting and commenting. My grand uncle hates me for teaching her daughter t stay out don't return calls, skips school, smokes and stuff. But he just don't understand that is actually his own fault for not teaching his kids correctly. Yes, previously I'm bad, bad t th extend that I hate my whole family who cause me t this state. But is actually I choose th path, this road that I know its gonna be hard for me. So don't blame on others when you're actually in th wrong cze I don't owe anyone a living.
I'm trying so hard t be good but people only will remember your bad impression. So what's going on now I'm not bothering, I just want t be me & be happy. As for my grand uncle, he doesn't respect me, there's nothing more I could do, but treat him equally as how he treats me, I don't bother calling him cze what's th whole idea? Just treat it as I'm lucky I don't treasure such relative. Thou I know family is important, but not this kind who tells people that I'm teaching his daughter bad things. Yes I agree that staying out late in th night SOMETIMES is I called, but th rest I'm not involved. SO JUST STOP BLAMING EVERYTHING ON ME. Forget it, explain things t your is useless, cze your will never know it your fault for not caring about them, but still cane-ing them at th age of 15.
