I feels hurt and irritating whenever I come up t often t my aunt's place. I think I'm going back t tampines tmr afternoon instead, I'm having a lot of problems now a days, I'm having too much inside my head, I'm bothering too much about how people feeling and yet I have neglected my own feelings. I care too much for him, family and also friends, but I myself I don't know why am I feeling this way, I felt so much pressure on me I'm going t start work soon but I'm not enjoying my moment without work but I'm hating it even more. Thou I'm afraid I miss those times without work but I think I won't be handling so much nonsense instead.
Sometimes whenever I think for myself, people start saying I'm thinking for myself instead of them, but when I think for them, they take me for granted I'm always there. I don't know what's going on, I just want life much easier. But people just treating me as some non important or living thing in this world. Why is life so miserable, why am I born in this world. My birthday is coming but then there's only one thing I want t do which is have a happy day on that day. I just want a happy one, not like th those previous birthday I had, people not around t celebrate w me and also quarrelled w me on that day itself. If this year birthday going t be like that I'm not going t celebrating it anymore in my life.
I feels hurt and irritating whenever I come up t often t my aunt's place. I think I'm going back t tampines tmr afternoon instead, I'm having a lot of problems now a days, I'm having too much inside my head, I'm bothering too much about how people feeling and yet I have neglected my own feelings. I care too much for him, family and also friends, but I myself I don't know why am I feeling this way, I felt so much pressure on me I'm going t start work soon but I'm not enjoying my moment without work but I'm hating it even more. Thou I'm afraid I miss those times without work but I think I won't be handling so much nonsense instead.
Sometimes whenever I think for myself, people start saying I'm thinking for myself instead of them, but when I think for them, they take me for granted I'm always there. I don't know what's going on, I just want life much easier. But people just treating me as some non important or living thing in this world. Why is life so miserable, why am I born in this world. My birthday is coming but then there's only one thing I want t do which is have a happy day on that day. I just want a happy one, not like th those previous birthday I had, people not around t celebrate w me and also quarrelled w me on that day itself. If this year birthday going t be like that I'm not going t celebrating it anymore in my life.
