I'm not feeling good! I don't want t be so stress. I just want t normal a normal person living without any stress. How I wish I'm not born, I'm not alive or just die in th accident. I NEED A BREAK! I can't continue living on like that because of people and affect my mood & ruin my day. I'm trying t work so hard but people don't understand. I'm turn off by everything, thou my r/s is perfectly fine. But sometimes work & some bitches drag my days down. I don't understand why is people like this living in th world of mine. I'm not angry w my mum definitely. Yesterday celebrated GGM's birthday, together w kris, enver & mine. Well, its okay thou th food was great makes me wants t drip silvar now. Hahaha.
Well, *insert name here* asked me why am I so angry w that person I just told him/her what has actually happened, I can't be bothered why it actually happen this way, cze I find that its the person should know what it turn out t be this way, by apologising is useless cze when someone put so much trust in you yet you broke th trust that people given t you. I don't care what you've got t say about me.. But think about how much trust I previously put in you till th day you actually broke it. From then onwards I've never put trust & didn't bother about it. Like what my grandma said, "thou he/she looks good in th outside & infront of us. But won't know how bad th inside & behind our back." Hopefully this person know who is he/she.
I'm fucking tired! FUCKING TIRED W LIFE! I'm fcuking stress w people around me, they don't seems t understand me, only my dear, Michelle & Grandma. Its not that I don't want t inculde my mum but she just only show how much difficulties she's having but not whether am I having difficulties. Not only you're having difficulties in life. Everybody has.
I'm not feeling good! I don't want t be so stress. I just want t normal a normal person living without any stress. How I wish I'm not born, I'm not alive or just die in th accident. I NEED A BREAK! I can't continue living on like that because of people and affect my mood & ruin my day. I'm trying t work so hard but people don't understand. I'm turn off by everything, thou my r/s is perfectly fine. But sometimes work & some bitches drag my days down. I don't understand why is people like this living in th world of mine. I'm not angry w my mum definitely. Yesterday celebrated GGM's birthday, together w kris, enver & mine. Well, its okay thou th food was great makes me wants t drip silvar now. Hahaha.
Well, *insert name here* asked me why am I so angry w that person I just told him/her what has actually happened, I can't be bothered why it actually happen this way, cze I find that its the person should know what it turn out t be this way, by apologising is useless cze when someone put so much trust in you yet you broke th trust that people given t you. I don't care what you've got t say about me.. But think about how much trust I previously put in you till th day you actually broke it. From then onwards I've never put trust & didn't bother about it. Like what my grandma said, "thou he/she looks good in th outside & infront of us. But won't know how bad th inside & behind our back." Hopefully this person know who is he/she.
I'm fucking tired! FUCKING TIRED W LIFE! I'm fcuking stress w people around me, they don't seems t understand me, only my dear, Michelle & Grandma. Its not that I don't want t inculde my mum but she just only show how much difficulties she's having but not whether am I having difficulties. Not only you're having difficulties in life. Everybody has.
