I'v finish watching 不良笑话, when it was about t end I was crying cause Wilber Pan wants t leave t Germany t work for 5 years, and he said things that hurt Rainie Yang. Its really a nice show, I brought th dvd for $9.90 only 呼呼.
I'v been quarreling with baby this few time due t th trust word. I really don't know how t trust a guy seriously, I'v come across are all bastard I know they are th past now is th present I should learn how t appreciate but I'm afraid, afraid that I'll get back th same old thing again and again. I never trust guy ever since my grandpa's incident, I really never. Even at that point of time I really hate guys. Maybe some of you might be wondering why isit concerning my grandpa or even don't bother. Like what I wrote in th previous post.
I'm a girl without a Father & Grandpa, they abandon me when I was th age of 0 and th age of 9. Since young neither do I have my real dad beside me nor a step father but I never complain because t me it makes no different my Grandpa is like my "dad" my Grandma is like my "mum" . You guys would be wondering where is my mum, she's around but since young she would just work till very late just t earn money and feed me. So it has always been my grandma and grandpa taking care of me. But one day when I was in my mid primary 3 I keep seeing my grandma crying and police are always outside my house once I end school.
I remember I just asked one question t both of them "why your keep quarreling? When then can stop?" but th answer was silent then I started t realizes that th quarreling will never ever going t stop. Cause my mum told me that my Grandpa womanizing outside I didn't believe th truth till my grandma actually took a knife & pointed towards herself. Th truth hurts me 10 million times then everything else at that point of time. My happy family just ended just because of a third party or even a fourth party & her son. Thou now I'm happy with life cause I'v baby's mum and my family t dote on me but it stills hurts me inside. I never blame anyone for what causing this t happen but I know I want t be happy and get back th happiness that I used t feel.
Its getting late, I think its time t turn in bed. Night everybody.
I'v finish watching 不良笑话, when it was about t end I was crying cause Wilber Pan wants t leave t Germany t work for 5 years, and he said things that hurt Rainie Yang. Its really a nice show, I brought th dvd for $9.90 only 呼呼.
I'v been quarreling with baby this few time due t th trust word. I really don't know how t trust a guy seriously, I'v come across are all bastard I know they are th past now is th present I should learn how t appreciate but I'm afraid, afraid that I'll get back th same old thing again and again. I never trust guy ever since my grandpa's incident, I really never. Even at that point of time I really hate guys. Maybe some of you might be wondering why isit concerning my grandpa or even don't bother. Like what I wrote in th previous post.
I'm a girl without a Father & Grandpa, they abandon me when I was th age of 0 and th age of 9. Since young neither do I have my real dad beside me nor a step father but I never complain because t me it makes no different my Grandpa is like my "dad" my Grandma is like my "mum" . You guys would be wondering where is my mum, she's around but since young she would just work till very late just t earn money and feed me. So it has always been my grandma and grandpa taking care of me. But one day when I was in my mid primary 3 I keep seeing my grandma crying and police are always outside my house once I end school.
I remember I just asked one question t both of them "why your keep quarreling? When then can stop?" but th answer was silent then I started t realizes that th quarreling will never ever going t stop. Cause my mum told me that my Grandpa womanizing outside I didn't believe th truth till my grandma actually took a knife & pointed towards herself. Th truth hurts me 10 million times then everything else at that point of time. My happy family just ended just because of a third party or even a fourth party & her son. Thou now I'm happy with life cause I'v baby's mum and my family t dote on me but it stills hurts me inside. I never blame anyone for what causing this t happen but I know I want t be happy and get back th happiness that I used t feel.
Its getting late, I think its time t turn in bed. Night everybody.
How t trust a guy?? Can anyone tell me?
