Its not shameful t not have a mother. I don't have a father since I'm born. I never seen him before and even when he wants t acknowledge me I never refuse, but his wife refuse t accept it. But I'm still happy with life that I have such a good boyfriend, a very good group of friends out there & also a good family. But sometimes I hate t say I have a good family cause sometimes they are unreasonable. Moreover my family is always beliving somebody's family that don't even know what is right and wrong. They only know how to accuse people for teaching their daughter bad things but never think what is actually making their daughter turning this way.
Michy, I heard rumous even I heard everyone says that is my mum that chase my dad out of th house, they told me that my mum always sleeps before I fall asleep and my dad will be th one taking care of me whenever he comes back from his camp. I can tell you, that period of time when I know I really very lost very lost. I never talk to her for almost 1 year till i broke up with a bastard then I questioned her. But she told me is because he doesn't want me. I don't know what more can I say whether isit real so I didn't bother.
When I get together with my current boyfriend I asked him why must my mum do that t me.. He told me maybe because she doesn't want t commit t a marriage yet then she ended th r/s she chase him away. She doesn't want this matter t affect our r/s. I don't know whether isit real till now I still don't know th truth. I don't know how t ask.
My family is in th mess. Grandpa fool around for 30 over years and cheated my grandma's feelingn for 30 years, I found out when I was Primary 3 and it affect me and make me suffer from desperession I started cutting myself from then and I didn't feel pain. I even tried eating 60 over panadol trying t end life and I was hospital for drip. From there onwards I never felt its a worth for me t end life just because of stupid things cause I know there's still someone out there without parents or even a family.
Its not shameful t not have a mother. I don't have a father since I'm born. I never seen him before and even when he wants t acknowledge me I never refuse, but his wife refuse t accept it. But I'm still happy with life that I have such a good boyfriend, a very good group of friends out there & also a good family. But sometimes I hate t say I have a good family cause sometimes they are unreasonable. Moreover my family is always beliving somebody's family that don't even know what is right and wrong. They only know how to accuse people for teaching their daughter bad things but never think what is actually making their daughter turning this way.
Michy, I heard rumous even I heard everyone says that is my mum that chase my dad out of th house, they told me that my mum always sleeps before I fall asleep and my dad will be th one taking care of me whenever he comes back from his camp. I can tell you, that period of time when I know I really very lost very lost. I never talk to her for almost 1 year till i broke up with a bastard then I questioned her. But she told me is because he doesn't want me. I don't know what more can I say whether isit real so I didn't bother.
When I get together with my current boyfriend I asked him why must my mum do that t me.. He told me maybe because she doesn't want t commit t a marriage yet then she ended th r/s she chase him away. She doesn't want this matter t affect our r/s. I don't know whether isit real till now I still don't know th truth. I don't know how t ask.
My family is in th mess. Grandpa fool around for 30 over years and cheated my grandma's feelingn for 30 years, I found out when I was Primary 3 and it affect me and make me suffer from desperession I started cutting myself from then and I didn't feel pain. I even tried eating 60 over panadol trying t end life and I was hospital for drip. From there onwards I never felt its a worth for me t end life just because of stupid things cause I know there's still someone out there without parents or even a family.
MichyPan this post is for you!!
