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Those moments & Ego Man
Thursday, October 30, 2008




Its almost 3 weeks, those feelings are still wandering in every part of my mind and heart. Those moments we went through are so unforgettable, whenever go hi5 there's always a comment leave for me from him, asking how me and baby are doing. On the 19th of Oct I did post about the journey to the airport was very long, but the feelings now are even worst then before. Its only shortly 2 weeks coming 3, but the feeling is like he have left for 12934745865492 months. I still remember the last time we went CP to have fun, when QQ sang 伍佰  一生最爱的人 that song I really feels like crying, but I hold back because I really don't wish to spoilt his mood neither the rest of them. 

But on that day when he left, my heart really aches, especially when he went into the gate. I know that alot of things is fated, QQ say that he'll come back, but I don't think he is going to anymore. I really miss him alot alot, they are all my brothers moreover he is one of my beloved one. You peeps can say you all understand how it feels but seriously your can't. Too much things has happened seriously, comes to weekdays everyone is stressing over money. I can't help much, so I'm only there to support them or when they needed to talk to me I'll be there. Neither I want anyone to hurt them or mentally torture them, but who am I to stop, who has the power who have got the right. 

Jasmine, I know you've gone through alot with Shaun and now Clement is trying to ruin it, babe, ignore him he's just thinking that everyone owes him EVERYTHING. Whatever people do have to got his permission then we can do. He think that his the God of the world. I'm not trying to insult anyone here, but seriously speaking everyone see him this way, even my friends, my family, even those that say he's good ONCE. I never felt like a clown when I was with him, inside the train and stuff saying sorry to him and EVEN BEGGING him like a dog when we broke up, I feel as if I'm UGLY until I can't find a better guy than him. He keeps telling me to give up cause I kept questioning him. That time I really felt I wasted 6 -8 days of my life listening to what shit he has got to say. When I look back now, I felt so SHAMELESS that period of time, no wonder you keep scolding me EVERYONE has been scolding me about it. 

Even after I moved on Clement has been asking me to call him and asking for a patch. I asked him a question "If a glass is broken into many pieces no matter how you mend it, it will still be a broken glass. Water will leak, the glass will be ugly." He told me " I can reform my glass its okay." I felt so funny feel like laughing. I'm not out here to make him lose face nor make him angry. I'm just stating the facts since he saying my sis like this, he's not even better than her. Like what Michelle has said,  Clement is just trying to show off how much his girl will listen to him. 

I think I told everyone the correct phrase of him. A guy with a fucking small size guy with a FUCKING BIG EGO, I bet even bigger than the world. I'm not taking any revenge or anything. I'm just letting everybody know what fucked up person he is.

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