The journey to the airport was so short, I didn't notice it will take less than 15mins we've reached airport. I didn't wanted to cry infront of everybody, but when *insert name here* went in I couldn't hold back to my tears anymore, I wanted to cry but I didn't want *insert name here* to see that I'm crying over it. I starting to miss*insert name here* already, once I went back, I wasn't in the mood to even talk nor joke, but slowly I accept that *insert name here* is gone I don't want him/her to know that I'm upset over it but obviously*insert name here* knows about it. I feels like shit honestly speaking.
I can't believe that all along all of us has trusted someone that we shouldn't all the feelings are like as if you're being stab in behind your back for millions and millions of times. I cannot believe someone could even do that to his friends that helped him the most when he needed and yet he let his friends to suffer all this things for him. My heart aches every time this problem is the topic, but I know we've got no choice. I hope things would be better soon. I really wish.
The journey to the airport was so short, I didn't notice it will take less than 15mins we've reached airport. I didn't wanted to cry infront of everybody, but when *insert name here* went in I couldn't hold back to my tears anymore, I wanted to cry but I didn't want *insert name here* to see that I'm crying over it. I starting to miss*insert name here* already, once I went back, I wasn't in the mood to even talk nor joke, but slowly I accept that *insert name here* is gone I don't want him/her to know that I'm upset over it but obviously*insert name here* knows about it. I feels like shit honestly speaking.
I can't believe that all along all of us has trusted someone that we shouldn't all the feelings are like as if you're being stab in behind your back for millions and millions of times. I cannot believe someone could even do that to his friends that helped him the most when he needed and yet he let his friends to suffer all this things for him. My heart aches every time this problem is the topic, but I know we've got no choice. I hope things would be better soon. I really wish.
