Weather now a days are getting bad to worst but well, if cherry were to come over to swim it would be the best! Why? Cause then I am able to get tan! It has been a long long time since I've get tan under the hot sun. I'm waiting, waiting for the right time to get tan man. Now a days he just concern about works then I would be like a pig sitting down there waiting his work to end. No more swimming moments or resting day. Is 24/7 work!!! I'm going to go crazy sooner or later only. Lots of things in my mind, I'm worried not saying that I'm selfish, but people do have off days or even some day of rest. But its not, I know its service line, but if now and forever my life only have home, shop, home. Then I'm going to be a person that bored to death. The rest of them are different at least they go drinking be happy, what about me? Whenever I'm at home what I do? Computer, psp and watch tv, in shop? computer, psp, talk talk or even NOTHING. I want to go out, I need to go out I want to go shopping! Though it marks our 5th month together, but I found out that I'm craving for alot of things yet I can't get it, I craving for watching movie together going out together, but if without your friends you think we go the chance to go town area that night?
I don't know how long more I can stand being in the shop every single day. I don't mean that I'm not happy that. But not every day since afternoon till night, I had fun there too. But no matter what I'm human too, I need you to spend time with me outside, not only in shop and home. I really wonder, am I just someone you accompanied as and when you like. When then my craving can stop? When then can we really sit down spend time watching movie in cinema and having dinner outside alone, not with friends or anything? When can you tell me? I'm tired of waiting. I want you to tell me.
Ps;/ I don't mean I can't suffer together with you, but it has been almost 4months we hadn't go out for so long(ONLY BOTH OF US). I really don't know how long more I can wait.
Weather now a days are getting bad to worst but well, if cherry were to come over to swim it would be the best! Why? Cause then I am able to get tan! It has been a long long time since I've get tan under the hot sun. I'm waiting, waiting for the right time to get tan man. Now a days he just concern about works then I would be like a pig sitting down there waiting his work to end. No more swimming moments or resting day. Is 24/7 work!!! I'm going to go crazy sooner or later only. Lots of things in my mind, I'm worried not saying that I'm selfish, but people do have off days or even some day of rest. But its not, I know its service line, but if now and forever my life only have home, shop, home. Then I'm going to be a person that bored to death. The rest of them are different at least they go drinking be happy, what about me? Whenever I'm at home what I do? Computer, psp and watch tv, in shop? computer, psp, talk talk or even NOTHING. I want to go out, I need to go out I want to go shopping! Though it marks our 5th month together, but I found out that I'm craving for alot of things yet I can't get it, I craving for watching movie together going out together, but if without your friends you think we go the chance to go town area that night?
I don't know how long more I can stand being in the shop every single day. I don't mean that I'm not happy that. But not every day since afternoon till night, I had fun there too. But no matter what I'm human too, I need you to spend time with me outside, not only in shop and home. I really wonder, am I just someone you accompanied as and when you like. When then my craving can stop? When then can we really sit down spend time watching movie in cinema and having dinner outside alone, not with friends or anything? When can you tell me? I'm tired of waiting. I want you to tell me.
Ps;/ I don't mean I can't suffer together with you, but it has been almost 4months we hadn't go out for so long(ONLY BOTH OF US). I really don't know how long more I can wait.
