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Monday, July 28, 2008


My pms making me go crazy almost a week to two, I had continues mood swing for every single day and leads me to quarrel to hubby every single day. HATE PMS hubby today cook dinner at home for the family well, it tastes.......GREAT but I didn't eat much cause at that moment I wasn't too hungry. I'm still having headaches few times today, I doesn't know why I'm having such headache but all I know is I had enough sleeps, food and everything. Why my headache still aching so badly!! Didn't puke like how I did yesterday but head still feels heavy. Hubby! NOT GIVING EXCUSES OK!!?? I'm really having a headache, but not very bad lah. 

Well, I'm loving my body's tattoo more and more each day! Watched Miami Ink(cool) now my idol in that show is Tim Hendrick, Ami James and Chris Garver. Well Darren, Chris and Yoji maybe needs a little more practices but the colour work is good.(;

I'm falling in love with tattoo each day by each day I didn't had the concept of getting a tattoo at all because of the pain, though one of my tattoo doesn't have a meaning but I love it still. My skull, I'm still waiting for the colour to be up. I'm dying to see the tattoo to be done!! That day I didn't continue cause I can't take the pain so I didn't do my colour work. So waiting to see whether this friday am I able to finish it up with all the wonderful colours. Anyway, just to let peeps who likes tattoo and wants to get tattoo from our shop maybe go this website www.ink-of-soul.blogspot.com, its our shop's blog it still under maintenance I'll fix it by tomorrow and upload some works up there. 

Coming 5months of us being together, I find happiness in both of our world I had my freedom to talk to guys and not worrying you will get angry and you've been doting me, loving me and giving in to me most of the time, I know that I'm unreasonable sometimes I'm trying ok. Well, walk through almost 5months with you. Time flies, I wonder 10years down the road are we still together seeing each other every single day when we wakes up. I living my day with you filled with laughters sometimes things that you do makes me feels like laughing it out loud and don't care what other thinks about my image. I find that how long can you keep your image does image worth a million dollar just let it out doesn't have to always do thing that keeps our images.

You give me a million reason to be happy every single day together with George they all, everyday before going to sleep I would be smiling and wondering what's going to happen the next day, and woke up with a smile seeing you beside me waking me up for breakfast. I don't bother what's going to happen our life as long as we walk our life till the end together forever. I never expect much from you though people might thinks "aiya 5months only still honey mood period you wait and see." well, I used to believe that yes, its because its honey mood period that's why still so loving and sweet once past honey mood period you see what will happen but I found out that through out this 5months I found out that if its true love there won't be honey mood period, I can't assure that he's the one and he also can't assure that I'm the one, time will tells everything. I used to think that Clement is the correct one, but I found out he's not, because simply there's not trust between us and he can't stand my attitude. Well, fine since both of us now, having our own life to carry on he have his gal, I have my guy. But memories are still behind my heart lock some where. 

I can't say that I completely forget you cause I know I can't and I know hubby can't totally forget her. Like what he said, he doesn't want to die without memories, hubby I finally understand how it feels this few days I had been thinking about it I found out that I myself also can't forget the past and move on sometimes. Frankly speaking sometimes I would think of him thinking of the good memories but I know its all over neither I can get it back nor I want to go back. All I know is treasure hubby and fill up the word "future" together, hubby are you willing to finish the "future" word together with me?? 

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