I find that people in this world are lack of originality, I have been jumping around to see blogs and I found out that sometimes, I find that people have the same topic for the day, I don't know to say its coincidence or its copying. Well, sometimes yes, its really coincidence but sometimes is like a few mins or few hours later you seeing the person's entry will be the same as yours and its not only 10% same is like out of 100% 90% is the same, just that maybe 5% the spelling are different and another 5% is the web of the blog is different the rest you can find it exactly the same as the webmistress of another blog's entry.
Well, reading back those e-mails and friendster message from him, I feel like laughing back at how silly I was just because of him I got to get myself into so many unhappy moments I asked myself why drag this relationship to 11months, is because I'm too used to him by my side, too used to him spending hours with me doing each other's things or even because I felt that I couldn't find anyone better than him. I think all my reasons are up there the 3 main reasons to keep holding on to this relationships I didn't mean to say that I'm not happy in the relationships just that I find that the story should ends earlier than before this 11months. I can't deny that I love him and till now still thinking of those memories. Hubby if you're reading hope you understand. I'm blogging out what I feels now and what I want to say, I don't want anyone to get angry or whatever shit to this and previous post.
The main reason for me to let go previous relationship and start anew is my current boyfriend, I don't know what makes me start a story with him, but all I know is whenever I needed someone, his number would be the first thing that appears in my mind and my phone. Until he admit that he likes me I took half a day to consider I don't know what will people think of me, I don't know what will his parents think of me at this age. I don't know what will happen again in this relationships. At that moment I didn't really think of relationships as I said, I was thinking about singlehood and wanting all my freedom back within that 6days I found out that singlehood are also a good thing. At least I'm not afraid that I got no time to do my own things I don't have to think that my boyfriend wouldn't be happy all that and I know that my boyfriend won't in the middle of the night spot check me using computer or what so ever.
At that period when baby wants to chase me, I feel that I still haven't enjoy enough and I find out that I can click quite well with him why don't give it a try and see how things goes. So I told him about what I want. I doesn't want someone that controls my life I want to enjoy my life like what others do too. I'm only fourteen this year I can't be as mature as a twenty-five years old lady. Shall stop blogging its late and I HAVEN'T BATH!! Ok, I know you peeps can smell my odour ! Bye!
I find that people in this world are lack of originality, I have been jumping around to see blogs and I found out that sometimes, I find that people have the same topic for the day, I don't know to say its coincidence or its copying. Well, sometimes yes, its really coincidence but sometimes is like a few mins or few hours later you seeing the person's entry will be the same as yours and its not only 10% same is like out of 100% 90% is the same, just that maybe 5% the spelling are different and another 5% is the web of the blog is different the rest you can find it exactly the same as the webmistress of another blog's entry.
Well, reading back those e-mails and friendster message from him, I feel like laughing back at how silly I was just because of him I got to get myself into so many unhappy moments I asked myself why drag this relationship to 11months, is because I'm too used to him by my side, too used to him spending hours with me doing each other's things or even because I felt that I couldn't find anyone better than him. I think all my reasons are up there the 3 main reasons to keep holding on to this relationships I didn't mean to say that I'm not happy in the relationships just that I find that the story should ends earlier than before this 11months. I can't deny that I love him and till now still thinking of those memories. Hubby if you're reading hope you understand. I'm blogging out what I feels now and what I want to say, I don't want anyone to get angry or whatever shit to this and previous post.
The main reason for me to let go previous relationship and start anew is my current boyfriend, I don't know what makes me start a story with him, but all I know is whenever I needed someone, his number would be the first thing that appears in my mind and my phone. Until he admit that he likes me I took half a day to consider I don't know what will people think of me, I don't know what will his parents think of me at this age. I don't know what will happen again in this relationships. At that moment I didn't really think of relationships as I said, I was thinking about singlehood and wanting all my freedom back within that 6days I found out that singlehood are also a good thing. At least I'm not afraid that I got no time to do my own things I don't have to think that my boyfriend wouldn't be happy all that and I know that my boyfriend won't in the middle of the night spot check me using computer or what so ever.
At that period when baby wants to chase me, I feel that I still haven't enjoy enough and I find out that I can click quite well with him why don't give it a try and see how things goes. So I told him about what I want. I doesn't want someone that controls my life I want to enjoy my life like what others do too. I'm only fourteen this year I can't be as mature as a twenty-five years old lady. Shall stop blogging its late and I HAVEN'T BATH!! Ok, I know you peeps can smell my odour ! Bye!
