Guess what? I did my tattoo and I only did it half way. Maybe not even half is ABIT. I'm in great pain and baby has to stop because I can't take it anymore. I wasted his ink, needles and time. Sorry hubby, and sort of had a tiff over it . Am so upset and angry with myself after that. I'm wondering why others can take the pain and tolerate all the way but I can't. I'M SO PISS OFF WITH MYSELF. Sigh, till now I think I am still angry with myself, as for hubby I think he's very disappointed with me. Meeting LTT later, after dinner. Sigh, I really so angry I can't continue my tattoo cause I scare pain. I promised hubby that I would do finish every single thing on friday. And I think I got to cancel alym's meeting with me.
Cause am unable to swim and am also doing my tattoo. I want to start early so by 6pm. So after that we can go out meet L.T.T claris touching up her tattoo on the saturday. I want to faster finish my tattoo I can't tolerate the pain ): I VERY SAD RIGHT NOW. Because baby was sitting beside me and he moves to the chair .... Sigh, I am not in a mood to do everything right now. Its like am crazy for today I don't know what's wrong, my mood swings are like crazy right now, from good mood to a fucked up mood. HELP~!!!~~!!!~~!!!!~~~!!!~~~!!!!~ Yesterday was even worst, some bu nan bu niu message hubby and say this " Hubby you don't want me liao huh??~~" It totally turns me off. I don't know whether to cry or to be laughing last night. All I did was cry and turn very very moody. Right now its like the feeling right now. Whatever.
Guess what? I did my tattoo and I only did it half way. Maybe not even half is ABIT. I'm in great pain and baby has to stop because I can't take it anymore. I wasted his ink, needles and time. Sorry hubby, and sort of had a tiff over it . Am so upset and angry with myself after that. I'm wondering why others can take the pain and tolerate all the way but I can't. I'M SO PISS OFF WITH MYSELF. Sigh, till now I think I am still angry with myself, as for hubby I think he's very disappointed with me. Meeting LTT later, after dinner. Sigh, I really so angry I can't continue my tattoo cause I scare pain. I promised hubby that I would do finish every single thing on friday. And I think I got to cancel alym's meeting with me.
Cause am unable to swim and am also doing my tattoo. I want to start early so by 6pm. So after that we can go out meet L.T.T claris touching up her tattoo on the saturday. I want to faster finish my tattoo I can't tolerate the pain ): I VERY SAD RIGHT NOW. Because baby was sitting beside me and he moves to the chair .... Sigh, I am not in a mood to do everything right now. Its like am crazy for today I don't know what's wrong, my mood swings are like crazy right now, from good mood to a fucked up mood. HELP~!!!~~!!!~~!!!!~~~!!!~~~!!!!~ Yesterday was even worst, some bu nan bu niu message hubby and say this " Hubby you don't want me liao huh??~~" It totally turns me off. I don't know whether to cry or to be laughing last night. All I did was cry and turn very very moody. Right now its like the feeling right now. Whatever.
