I finally know that my expectation are not high as he said. We both broken up, though it hurts alot for the past 3 days. But now I finally know how much I cry or what so ever I can't change the fact tat he's gone. Like what my family and friends are saying. Anna not say you didn't chage, its just that you didn't try hard enough to change. So its time to try harder, I don't want to waste another day stuck in the shadow in my mistakes. Finally I also understand there's not definition for love its just what you guys fill in with the word definition. For my I changed my definition of love I just want a love that is as simple as black and white, all I need is I want him to give me happiness which is as for being boyfriend, being my side when it seriously needed like family member passed away, after a big quarrel in the morning to afternoon I don't need you to rush down like a idiot in the middle of the night. Accompany 1-3 times per week, sweet talk me as and when, tell me you love me more than I do when I say that I love you more. Cover blanket for me if you stayed over at my hse. So how isit high expectation ?
I want a relationship as simple as black and white because I find that I don't need a relationship that is so complicated. I can't handle a relationship that is so complicated I choose I want it to be a black and white relationship. I can't handle a complicated relationship with him and cope with my studies, if he wants a complicated relationship I'm sorry, byebye. That's the end of us, but if you want a black and white relationship I will work hard for the sake of myself and you. But if you want complicated relationship, am sorry I'm just going to work hard for the sake of myself and find someone whom wants a black and white relationship but with a little of complication. I still love you, just that I felt the love wasn't as deep as it has been in the past. I'm sorry, if you give me the chance to get back to you I might not be able to love you as much as what I did before. Because Love don't really makes my world goes rounds anymore. But beauty, brains and money, I want you back I want to love you and prove you that I mean it. But if its going to be a unhappy one like this 11months I think we just go or serprate ways is better.
I thought thru everything already. Instead of being sad for the next 1 whole month must as well, work hard for the better and stay happy. Nothing in life is impossible, but it whether you make it possible anot. I want to thank a few person whom brought me so many laughter within tis 3 days. And some whom let me think through so much things.
Alex kor, my beloved god-brother. You did the job by telling me the positive thing about it, telling me to work hard and see whether he will come back. If he doesn't means he's a jerk. You told me to actually dun trust his words he's just at the hip of the moment. Thank you for making me stop crying in the middle of night and let me go to sleep wonderfully.
Cassandra sweetheart, my beloved sweetheart you conso me with many things but you didn't know what to do but you're here with my ups and downs is already enough. You didn't fail to be with me during my saddness and happiness moment.
Clari darling thanks for advicing me so much.. I finally understand what pain you go through already.
Michelle thanks for all the advice and wat you said to me about him. I have let the feeling go its not worth holding onto feelings like that.
Rowe, thanks for askin your friend to do some arties things I'm looking forward to get it.
I finally know that my expectation are not high as he said. We both broken up, though it hurts alot for the past 3 days. But now I finally know how much I cry or what so ever I can't change the fact tat he's gone. Like what my family and friends are saying. Anna not say you didn't chage, its just that you didn't try hard enough to change. So its time to try harder, I don't want to waste another day stuck in the shadow in my mistakes. Finally I also understand there's not definition for love its just what you guys fill in with the word definition. For my I changed my definition of love I just want a love that is as simple as black and white, all I need is I want him to give me happiness which is as for being boyfriend, being my side when it seriously needed like family member passed away, after a big quarrel in the morning to afternoon I don't need you to rush down like a idiot in the middle of the night. Accompany 1-3 times per week, sweet talk me as and when, tell me you love me more than I do when I say that I love you more. Cover blanket for me if you stayed over at my hse. So how isit high expectation ?
I want a relationship as simple as black and white because I find that I don't need a relationship that is so complicated. I can't handle a relationship that is so complicated I choose I want it to be a black and white relationship. I can't handle a complicated relationship with him and cope with my studies, if he wants a complicated relationship I'm sorry, byebye. That's the end of us, but if you want a black and white relationship I will work hard for the sake of myself and you. But if you want complicated relationship, am sorry I'm just going to work hard for the sake of myself and find someone whom wants a black and white relationship but with a little of complication. I still love you, just that I felt the love wasn't as deep as it has been in the past. I'm sorry, if you give me the chance to get back to you I might not be able to love you as much as what I did before. Because Love don't really makes my world goes rounds anymore. But beauty, brains and money, I want you back I want to love you and prove you that I mean it. But if its going to be a unhappy one like this 11months I think we just go or serprate ways is better.
I thought thru everything already. Instead of being sad for the next 1 whole month must as well, work hard for the better and stay happy. Nothing in life is impossible, but it whether you make it possible anot. I want to thank a few person whom brought me so many laughter within tis 3 days. And some whom let me think through so much things.
Alex kor, my beloved god-brother. You did the job by telling me the positive thing about it, telling me to work hard and see whether he will come back. If he doesn't means he's a jerk. You told me to actually dun trust his words he's just at the hip of the moment. Thank you for making me stop crying in the middle of night and let me go to sleep wonderfully.
Cassandra sweetheart, my beloved sweetheart you conso me with many things but you didn't know what to do but you're here with my ups and downs is already enough. You didn't fail to be with me during my saddness and happiness moment.
Clari darling thanks for advicing me so much.. I finally understand what pain you go through already.
Michelle thanks for all the advice and wat you said to me about him. I have let the feeling go its not worth holding onto feelings like that.
Rowe, thanks for askin your friend to do some arties things I'm looking forward to get it.
