I always said that he doesn't treat me good and wat so ever. But is actually me not treating him good. He has done so many things for me even cried for me a few times in the past due to what I have done. Our story is so complicated. He don't know what am I thinking I don't know what he thinking. But both of us knows that we love each other alot so we tolerate, give in and shead tears. We care too much about each other's life till we didn't know what we do are actually wrong. Like for example, Last night he actually spend the night with me. And I was having fever, he off the stand fan and I was freaking hot, but I was too afarid to tell him. So the poor him before he fell asleep he was using his hand to feel me.
He touch my forehead to see whether am I still having a fever or I feel hots. When he reach I was actually downstair waiting for him, I sat at the steps and I felt giddy and I stand up with my both legs weak, as if I'm very very light, he hold me all the way up to my house and let me go. Almost everything he did for me. He spoiled me alot alot. Baby, remember this, alot of things is unpredictable. But no worries, I'm here always to support you and walk this path with you always.
I'm sorry for hurting you and our relationship too much. As you have said, we do everything that's happy for each other because we want to be with each other. Nobody can replace you my dear, no one. You're the greatest in the world, but because of my ego I tend to some how wants more. Both of our egos are high, only until we fight then one person willing to give in. Our egos are that strong, I willing to lower my ego because of you, but are you willing?? Remember the very very first time you hurt me? Our worst quarreling and the biggest worry you have. Because when you hurt me, at the same time my ear was infected with one ear can hear another cannot. 17th may 2007. I'll never ever forget this date, the sweetest, best, most romantic and the happiest day in my life. Now and forever, will never change love you always. :D
I always said that he doesn't treat me good and wat so ever. But is actually me not treating him good. He has done so many things for me even cried for me a few times in the past due to what I have done. Our story is so complicated. He don't know what am I thinking I don't know what he thinking. But both of us knows that we love each other alot so we tolerate, give in and shead tears. We care too much about each other's life till we didn't know what we do are actually wrong. Like for example, Last night he actually spend the night with me. And I was having fever, he off the stand fan and I was freaking hot, but I was too afarid to tell him. So the poor him before he fell asleep he was using his hand to feel me.
He touch my forehead to see whether am I still having a fever or I feel hots. When he reach I was actually downstair waiting for him, I sat at the steps and I felt giddy and I stand up with my both legs weak, as if I'm very very light, he hold me all the way up to my house and let me go. Almost everything he did for me. He spoiled me alot alot. Baby, remember this, alot of things is unpredictable. But no worries, I'm here always to support you and walk this path with you always.
I'm sorry for hurting you and our relationship too much. As you have said, we do everything that's happy for each other because we want to be with each other. Nobody can replace you my dear, no one. You're the greatest in the world, but because of my ego I tend to some how wants more. Both of our egos are high, only until we fight then one person willing to give in. Our egos are that strong, I willing to lower my ego because of you, but are you willing?? Remember the very very first time you hurt me? Our worst quarreling and the biggest worry you have. Because when you hurt me, at the same time my ear was infected with one ear can hear another cannot. 17th may 2007. I'll never ever forget this date, the sweetest, best, most romantic and the happiest day in my life. Now and forever, will never change love you always. :D
