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Friday, February 1, 2008


Anger will start the story and Tears will continue,

Angry, I was actually pissed that when I call him already he tell me that he's still in woodlands and shopping around. In my mind there's this asking .. who is he with ? why he take so long to get back to me? I feel tt something is wrong.. But I don't have the strenght to bring up anymore. I felt v hurt, when I was actually coming home all the way from Punggol to Tampines UNDER THE RAIN. And he said this, who ask you so stupid walk under the rain, you jus wan to get sick so I can come down see you. If you want to think it this way, then fine! I'm only going to call you only when I know I'M DYING!

My heart has a deep crack... a very very deep crack... I can feel the pain .. I can feel the crack and those hurting.. I'm going through it all. I don't know how long more can I take it. It seems like I'm tearing apart.. But I love him too deepily to break jus lidat.. Coming 10months anniversy. We went through alot of things together.. Seriously alot alot... but as what people always said, honeymoon will stop veryvery soon after ur together for long. I tried v v hard to keep all to myself and forget about it. But I found out that I can't keep any longer... seriously cannot.... Its killing me.. the pain is killing me.


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