Thought over things already. Is seriously time to change.. Askin' myself tis few question. Do i still wanna survive? Yes. I want. Why? Cos i want to live my life happy. Earn money that i can spend it myself. Have a good life. Doesn't have to worry tomorrow ther's no food to eat. And doesn't wanna let people discriminate me. Why i can't accept things? Is because i finally found out is me doesn't wanna let it go. I'm just giving excuses for running away in hardships. And why now i want to let it go? Because even if i hold on to the past does it gains anything to me? No. It doesn't. Is just me being so so so stupid to hold tis past into me. And make my life fucking unhappy. Isit worth ? No it doesn't. So I'm gonna stop being so stupid. Why isit i always let my emotional control over me? Because i'm weak? No. Is because i choose to do it . Why? Because i don't like to fill all things up. I rather cry it all out. At least i do feel bit better after crying. What do i want in life? I want happiness(that must be gain by myself.) I want a good life(also another thing that i must gain it by myself) I want to open a shop in the future. So i must work hard now. Is seriously time to wake up. And do something about life.
Thought over things already. Is seriously time to change.. Askin' myself tis few question. Do i still wanna survive? Yes. I want. Why? Cos i want to live my life happy. Earn money that i can spend it myself. Have a good life. Doesn't have to worry tomorrow ther's no food to eat. And doesn't wanna let people discriminate me. Why i can't accept things? Is because i finally found out is me doesn't wanna let it go. I'm just giving excuses for running away in hardships. And why now i want to let it go? Because even if i hold on to the past does it gains anything to me? No. It doesn't. Is just me being so so so stupid to hold tis past into me. And make my life fucking unhappy. Isit worth ? No it doesn't. So I'm gonna stop being so stupid. Why isit i always let my emotional control over me? Because i'm weak? No. Is because i choose to do it . Why? Because i don't like to fill all things up. I rather cry it all out. At least i do feel bit better after crying. What do i want in life? I want happiness(that must be gain by myself.) I want a good life(also another thing that i must gain it by myself) I want to open a shop in the future. So i must work hard now. Is seriously time to wake up. And do something about life.
