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Tuesday, September 25, 2007


My day started badly, everything din manage to make me smile. Only during the test i manage to smile because IS A TEST THAT NEEDS SMILE. Everything din manage to make me laugh and smile. Indeed, honey chew din make me smile too. Since i woke up i din even receive any message and stuff from him.

Sigh, is just not my day today. Well, i was thinking about alot of past th whole day. And indeed i figure out somethings. I shouldn't have hatred anyone. They are not at fault. Hating someone really will make your life go difficult the best is to ignore the person.

Daddy- Dad, since i was born you've already left tis family. Yes, i hate you alot alot, but yet i know blood is ticker than water. I can hate you in the past i can hate you nw but there's no forever hatred. I've been wanting to have a dad seeing other's family members are all around. Daddy, mummy and them. I envy them, but yet i envy not having a father too. Indeed there's alot of different, i've spend my 13yrs without a father. So even if you appear, i won't call you dad at all. 13yrs i leave my life without a father knowing that he's already dead in my life. I used to curse and swear but now i finally know something. Hating a person doesn't make my life better so must as well ignore them. Tc.

Grandfather- Indeed when i found out that you're having an affair outside i've already told myself the family is going to be gone for lifes. Yes, indeed now you're still getting me laptop, handphones and camera. You can do whatever you want but i'm gona say somethings, the boy is not your son. They live in china and you live in sg. What the woman do you also won't know. Maybe she's on bed with another guy and got the boy out? I know whatever we said you won't believe cos you thinks that we want you back. Even if we don't want you back i still will say tis to you. Believe anot, in future the answer will be out.

The both guys i hatred the most in the past, i've already let the hatred down. Life is important, studies is important, friends are important, family are important and Honey chew is important. End with some prayers.

Dear Heavenly Father,
Forgive me for my sins and thanks for removing the hatred from the past till now. Thanks for letting me know that living without hatred is much better. Thanks for letting me know clement chew sending him into my life to love me and guide me along the way. He's an angel that you've send to me. Thanks Lord

Lord, protect my family as how you protected me through out my life. Guide me as how you guided others.

In Jesus Precious Name
Amen.


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